The world is riding on a carousel that's spinning down. When are people going to wake up and get off?

What in all of humanity causes a 10 year old to want to make an attempt on her life? Is it in the pursuit of happiness society has caused people even 10 year olds, no other means of finding happiness?

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in the mean time, this is dedicated to a little girl named Emily.

I believe there are two ways to respond to pain.
1) we make ourselves victim to life and make ourselves believe that nothing ever good comes out of life and miss the amazing things that remind us things are beautiful. We forget about the things that were once beautiful in our lives.

2) we see our pain as a catalyst to open our eyes to things that are beautiful and to see beauty in the pain. It makes us see the things that will be waiting if we choose.
Nothing says it better than the Cross of Jesus Christ. Divinity took on humanity's pain to make it beautiful. This is your life, are you who you want to be.

this is your choice. This is your life.

If there were a sound to describe the shatter of a reality built on empty words, it is the sound of a heart breaking into a thousand pieces with shards that pierce the skin.

Well, back at it. Welcome to NYC Albert Wu. First visitor of 2005 although technically it was Jasper who officially was the first guest of jon's apt. of 2005. Happy Birthday on the 12th. Everyone , it's jasper's birthday on the 12th of January. He'll be celebrating his 3rd anniversary of being 25. (how he will not appreciate this entry).

Now it's Justis visiting me for the next few days. I think he's passed out from his drugs. Benadryl that is. Ignorance is bliss.

My english has significantly deteroriated upon return from HK.

on that note, see you later la~~^_^

Home is where all your stuff is. WEll, four walls and the bed you sleep in and no one else's area but yours.

New Year's Resolution: to have one sometime this year.

Bring it on 2005.