a whole day of not doing anything productive. Well maybe icqing with miscellaneous people for the early part of the morning... got through the morning pretty quickly... Then i went for lunch somewhere pretty ghetto by myself... ate tomato pork chop rice. mm... so ghetto and greasy. Its one of those places where u just eat with a million other ppl at the same table and not have to know them and its cool. Only in HK. we call that 'Dahp toy' for those of you unfamiliar with the ways of eating in HK. No personal table or space. Gotta eat and leave. NEway, i played some biohazard at the arcade downstairs from my office. and also bumped into Ameet, an old class mate from my hong kong highschool( for those of you who didnt know i went to skool in HK.) Anyway, that was that. I then went to buy a hair razor cuzi refuse to pay for a haircut anywhere when i can do it myself. My dad doesnt believe in that. he'd rather pay some guy 200 bux HK each time... my razor cost 298. hahahaha. Anyway, after thati came home and wanted to do some cardio. So i ussually skip rope in the kids playground that belongs to the building i live in but for some reason the gate to access it was locked. So i went ot find some stairs to run... or go for a jog. then I see this bun mui (filipino maid) with two dogs sitting on the stiars near my building and they looked like they wanted to jump me if i ran (some paranoia i have that dogs run after people that run. they were a little pomeranian... like Timbit... thats adrian's dog and some little poodle) anyway, i ran up the stairs to the road behind our building to fin dthat a sidewalk doesnt exist. anyway, while i was contemplating whether to run with a risk of turning into HK roadkill, my answer to not run came when a mini bus came roaring down the road. So i went back home. it didnt matter, i was already sweating like mad anyway.


Anyway, i dont have to work tomorrow cuz i told em i didnt know i had to work saturday and made plans already. :p They were cool with it so i get to go on some boat trip.
fun fun fun.

Hmmm deep thoughts. my brain feels a little fried. anything that was deep is kinda burnt to a crisp as of this moment. well, hmm.. i guess i often struggle with just Thinking.
Constant struggle with my own humanity and what is out there. HUmanity as in the nature of man and also my limitations as a human being. Trapped within a box.
Human understanding is confined merely within the neural tissue and cannot begin to understand. Why seemingly impossible and innovative design still exist even after millenia of human existence. Will we ever reach a plateau where the human imagination will no longer imagine and create? Or is that the end of Man?


i wrote that a while ago. SO why bother is my question to design if all things must come to an end? do we design so we can find ourself through that?