I think the weather today has gotten the best of everyone. For me, it made me tired and sleepy but that was after I spent hours in the Second Cup Coffee shop down the street reading crap about Urban Planning. The Exam is tomorrow and I'm still reading up on stuff.

Of course tonight, somehow, certain friends of mine got into this huge fallout. Man, it felt awkward and I felt really bad because it just made me sad that friends fight. Of course, I don't want to say who was right and all but man, people are stubborn especially when trying to get our way. I guess that is the downfall of humanity is our own selfish pride sometimes. I'm not saying that my friends are proud, but in someways, perhaps it is the pride of us that does not allow us to change. None of us want to be vulnerable at all nor admit that hey, maybe I'm wrong too even though I may be right to a degree but if everyone is entitled to an opinion, then how do we resolve these situations where opinions will clash? I guess maybe there isn't a proper resolution to everything where both parties have their right but I feel that problems never truly affect the parties directly involved but also other people.

Honestly, I was walking home and man, I just didn't know what I could do. Perhaps it was the feeling of being helpless to do nothing and wanting to give each friend a big hug and say, hey, man, its cool, its ok, and not being able to do that made me just want to cry for them. No i'm not a sissy and don't get me started about showing emotion... I just trying to control my emotions and knowing when to release them and knowing when not to...basically, don't be emotionally constipated.... anyway, sidetracking here....
It just hurts to see friends fight. And to think that I'll be spending an entire week with some friends in a mini-van makes me think, man, time to give a lot of grace.... oh yeah, time to pray too :) (in a good way of course... pray for sanity ) I guess fallouts happen when friends get a bit too close.

"can't we all just get along?"